Life Changes

Funny how life throws you curve balls.  Got one thrown at me Thursday and decided the best way to deal with it was treat myself to a couple of new tattoos of my own work.  May consider posting pics once they heal.  It was nice doing something for myself.  Also talked to a girlfriend and got some perspective on the problem and for once in almost three months my head was clear and my heart not wrapped up in someone else.  Ended up calling girlfriend back and thanking her for listening and helping. I will be seeing her Saturday to finish conversation.

When getting tattoos, Chuck had a rock station on and heard some old Pink Floyd, The Wall.  I had to go home and add it to my iTunes since my copy is still in vinyl.  Listening to the lyrics again - All in all its just another brick in the Wall.  This particular person was able to get past my guard towers and I spent three months trying to figure out how!! At first this curve ball was very painful, but now in looking back at it I realize it was just another brick in the wall and it will make me stronger.  I hope someday this person may come back into my life but more and likely in a different role.

Working on area to clear it to make it productive, but will be busy tonight and part of tomorrow, also going to Railroad Museum with the Steampunk group.  Hoping to hook up with local steampunk people who don't look at you cross-eyed when you start talking about steampunk clothes and music.  It is a little slow in getting to my area.

Hopefully next week will be more productive and life will not throw me any more curveballs or if it does I am hoping to be able to hit them out of the park!!!